hey stranger

well, it finally begins
Brendon/Dallon (sort of), 1734 words, pg
Brendon is awkward. Spencer mocks him. Things happen.
As far as I know, these three guys own themselves, and this is an AU.
This isn't beta-ed. I really really just wanted to write something to get me going, to get ready for the new year because I am going to write fic this year! It will happen! This is just a little something I did in a few hours. Also, it's been so long since I've written proper fic that I had to look at my fic tag to remember how the header was supposed to look. Wow. This is my first fic since August 2010, you guys. Wow.

( lets see how this goes )

So that's it. It's been way too long since I've properly written the Panic! guys. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. As I was writing, this felt like it might be the beginning of something bigger, but I don't know. I don't know. We'll see! Hopefully it won't be a year before I write again!

I jotted this down right off the top of my head because ohohstarryeyed has been having a bad couple of weeks, and I wanted to do something to maybe bring her a little joy. I hope she likes it. Maybe one day it will be actual fic. It's not really bad, considering it's the closest thing to fic I've posted in probably over a year.

( broadway is dark tonight )

well, it's been a year (that doesn't surprise me)
jon/ryan, pg, 4,342 words
college au. a story about second chances.
disclaimed.
thanks to ashlein for hand-holding. thanks to ericaplease and cmonkatiekatie for most excellent and speedy betas. (and foxxcub for running the challenge!)
written for lifeslushlips for the drawn_to christmas exchange. i hope you like it. there is a distressing lack of porn (and angst), but at least it's a pairing you wanted? and an au! it's technically December 9th, and if I don't do this now, I'll forget before work tomorrow and I'll feel lazy after and it'll be a horrible cycle.
yes, i know, only i would steal a song title from a christmas song by wham. don't judge.

( but the very next day )

A Romance In Five Scenes (The So Much More Than Arithmatic Remix)
brendon/jon, pg, 3561 words
when I was looking through prettykitty_aya's fic, there were a few that I liked, but I kept going back to this one because I loved the story and I loved the idea of these two guys obviously liking each other but not being able to get their shit together. I wanted to tell the story from Brendon's perspective instead, and I really like the way it came out. The original fic, which you should also read, is here.
Super Cool Jazzed Up Remix Title is from an awesome song by Brooke Fraser.
Betaed by cheapcrowd, cmonkatiekatie and fiddleyoumust.
Mostly I'm posting this here because I'm weird and will go crazy knowing that all of my fic isn't in one place. /o\

( cause if i add, if i subtract )

so, there's that!

I was in a shitty mood today, so I mostly wrote this to cheer myself up. It's unbetaed and I basically treated it as comment fic ...only to myself. idek. Just a little addon to the universe that I'm sure to be living in forever. The real fic is here.

(take a picture) it'll last longer
aka; fanboy brendon coda #1
jon is outed, pete thinks he's hilarious and jon and brendon have some angst.
pg, i guess. 3,813 words.
i don't own them. this isn't real.

( idek why i'm posting this, tbqh )

so yeah!

Suppose We Never Ever
After Haley breaks it off with Spencer, Brendon helps him get back on his feet. Time passes, and Spencer finds himself seeing Brendon in a different light.
Brendon/Spencer (Spencer/Haley, other background pairings), 23,167 words, rated R

I wasn't going to sign up for Big Bang this year, but I had this idea in the back of my mind, and I knew I could make it happen. There are so many people that helped me along and encouraged me and kept this fic worth reading, so I'm going to take a moment to thank all of them. To my amazing betas, cheapcrowd, fiddleyoumust and irisgirl12000, who picked apart my grammar and said, "No, THIS IS WRONG. CHANGE IT," whenever they had to. There are points where I feel like they should be given credit for more than just helping out. To anyone else who either saw this and told me it wasn't terrible or helped me out when I was stuck, thank you so much. You guys made this fic what it is. To anyone reading, any mistakes left are mine.

I also want to thank beingothrwrldly for the amazing fanmix. It's so perfect, and the songs are so spot on. I STILL can't stop listening to it. You rock so hard. One more thanks to leatherteal for the gorgeous art that she did for this story. It's everything I could have wanted, so perfect. You guys are the best mixer/artist I could have asked for!

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
bonus material

It's technically the 13th, right? I mean, it's after midnight.

as things change
basically, four people brendon didn't hook up with, and one that he did.
featuring: panic at the disco (bonus brent!), chris carrabba and justin long (!) (brendon/spencer)
for ericaplease on her most important 21st birthday. ILU, erica sue. please accept this gift in the form of unbetaed fic.
idk, i totally just pulled this title from the song playing RIGHT NOW. I hope you like it.
don't own them.

( sorry, i wrote this in, like, 2 hours. :| )

do you see what i see
wherein ryan is kind of (really) oblivious and brendon and spencer are adorable boyfriends.
brendon/spencer
for one of my favorite people in the world, cheapcrowd, on her birthday. I hope it's to your liking.


( happy birthday, miranda, have some titleless fic )